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Monday, May 09, 2005

"My Decision"

From: Susi Susilowati [mailto:susi.susilowati@fujitsu.co.id]
Sent: Friday, May 06, 2005 4:13 PM
To: 'ees.belhan@
Subject: Siang


Hi

How are you?

About our date this Sunday, I’m very sorry, I’m afraid I can’t make it.

There is something I need to talk to you actually,
About our parents, my parents exactly.. As we know, my parents try to match us… to know each other, become friends and so on.. so on…
I know they have a good will for me.. but frankly speaking I feel really very uncomfortable with all this kind situation.. It has become too much pressure from my parents.. and I really don’t like it. The pressure from my parents to know you and the way they insist me, it creates an uncomfortable situation for me so I decided not to go any further. I didn’t mean to against their will and not because of you either, but it’s all about me. I can’t handle it, further more I can’t face it. I’m afraid it will make our friendship went in to a weird situation. And I don’t want it happens. Hope you’ll understand. Kindly don’t tell my parents about this. I’ll talk to them by myself. And of course we still can be friends, rite? Like we’ve been doing now.. :D

Thank You,

Sie
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Akhirnya Sie punya keberanian untuk kirim email di atas...hhhhh.... forgive me mother... sie berbuat ini bukan bearti sie ga sayang ma nenek ( sie skrg suka panggil emak dgn nenek..hehhe )... bukan krn sie menentang nenek... tp karena sie ga pengen ngecewain nenek walaupun sie ngecewain juga.... sie pengen banget mewujudkan keinginan nenek... tp sie ga siap kalo sie mesti di paksa.. kayaknya sesek banget nek... sie kepengen kok nikah.. pengen punya keluarga sendiri... punya suami , punya anak... Insya Allah sie bisa mewujudkan itu semua... tp untuk sekarang sie belum siap... smoga nenek ngerti... maafin sie yah nek.... Thank You dah perhatian banget ama sie nek... buat bapak juga... sie tau bapak ama ibu mau yg terbaik buat sie, sie juga pak... Doain sie yah pak , bu... Doa in sie bisa ngelaluin semuanya dgn alamiah... Doain sie mendapatkan semua yg terbaik di dalam hidup.... Amin..... ;)

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